A Painful Arrest after a Sweet Surrender
New Year brings with it new lessons to learn. I have just embraced the new year with a rejuvinated spirit, primarily focusing my aims in developing my career more and with it setting aside my love life. Until that spirit was haunted by the past.
And so, love life was set aside in 2005. I put any relationship on hold and surrendered to the option of staying uncommitted. It was initially sweet. In fact, I rejected life’s offer for me to have a relationship with someone who has grown so special for the past three years. I let my rational mind dictate my future and stood my ground that I do not commit in any relationship.
And now I stand alone hurting. I have recently learned that my special someone is already committed to somebody else. I have thought I can control myself and stay focused. I have rationalized the situation again. Yet, I feel the pangs of deep loss in my heart. Sigh.
I need to go back to work.
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